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The triggers were when my wife made some remarks that held something that reminded me of issues in the difficult times. With very different intentions then I understood them.
It was odd to me that I could scare by that and react very emotionally (fear, defense). This happened a few times. I found that there was still a cautious in the background of my mind, that when I looked at it, stemmed from fear. A warning system in the mind, that tries to prevent danger. Useful when it's about something real to warn for, but that's no more the case. So I could put it to rest, no need to be fearful. I said to myself: "thank you warning system, for when it was necessary, but now you can be switched off".
PS. I'm going on a trip abroad soon, so I won't be reading/posting for some time.
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Enjoy your trip. It was nice to talk to you. Can you give me a shout back when you return, please?
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Dutchman,
Thank you so much for your words. I appreciate everything you’ve written. You are the voice of reason.
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Thanks for sharing. Your positions are different to mine, but not totally different either.