Kicked him out and told him I'd never ever be with him again and I meant it. Took me 4 days of screaming at him telling him to leave before he went and that was only because I told him if your not gone in the morning I will ring the police and tell them your being aggressive with me, I had to say that as I couldn't bare to look at him. The day after I found out ( even though he was denying it and still does and that he loves me and is broken and all that crap)?i threw out all our wedding pictures , every card he had ever bought me , my wedding ring came off and I changed my Facebook page to single and changed my name on there to my maiden name and Every other thing I could think of to rid him out of my life. I told my family and his family and my friends the day I found out . I did all that as soon as I found out that he had gone to gay massage parlours and saw on his phone all the gay porn he had been watching and all the searches for things like gay cinema, gay sauna and other stuff. He said he'd only been twice to sauna and he had just looked at gay sauna but never went ( yeh right) and had never been to gay cinema , I didn't believe him and he had me thinking I was going mad but I knew deep in my heart that he was lying and although very very hard because I still loved him and couldn't imagine my life without him , I did it and I'm so so glad I did , I told myself that I wouldn't let him take anymore of my life and I would get on with life , don't get me wrong I've been down and shed tears and even really really missed him and still do sometimes but I know our life together was a lie and I'm worth more than someone doing that to me, it's not even 3 months yet but I'm proud of the way I've been and just keep going and today I'm feeling very very grateful that it was only 6 years and not 20 or 30 like some people on here
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