So glad your date went well.  You deserve it.

Yeah its taken its toll on me.   I would rather pay up for her to go away.  Its like some final torture test or trial god has for me.  I don't think my lawyer realized the evil I am up against..certainly he never expected her to stick around . At the end of this I'm afraid I'll be some scared shaking battered spouse victim.  Scared of all woman.  Its a shame cause there are probably nice people like yourself out there. I just have never experienced such wickedness and evil.

Rob, I pray for you everyday. Our bodies tell us a lot when we listen. I didn't truly start to heal until my ex was gone and the ink was dry on our settlement. Then I blocked his number, and went 100 % no contact. And all of a sudden my insomnia that I had for years is totally gone. Now he's tied up in knots with his own legal case related to child porn. They are soulless, despicable people, and have you consulted your attorney regarding options? I refinanced and bought him out of our house, and he had to have all his crap out within 30 days cause he was dragging his feet too. Praying for your peace.

It's not a bad holiday weekend..  the lezex doesn't even bother coming home on some nights.  Its biazzare but we are not married..I wish she would just never come home...she really is a ghost...some shell of the wife I once had...neither dead or alive.

I would encourage anyone divorcing their gay spouse to get an explicit move out date...Don't fall into a purgatory like me where you have to live with a gay lying narcissist ex spouse because they can't figure out how to leave.   

Its another beautiful day where I am..  deciding what I want to do today.  I have some peace knowing my lezex will not ruin this day..
She will not be in my head ..only some ghost that resides in my home.