Same here Count. It's one year ago tomorrow that I found out what was happening. Never in a million would I think I would be in this situation. I sit here with constant anxiety and at times I feel like I'm going to pass out. 23 years of marriage only to end up like this! How would I ever trust anyone again? I wish I believed in miracles because I could surely use one right about now.
Hoping your 2018 is much better too!
“And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain, when you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.” ~ Haruki Murakami ~