Oh and also during one of his narcissistic rages at me early after his declaration he tried to turn the fact I was heterosexual into some hatred of gay. Tried so hard to yell at me and make it out that not being into something equated a disgust for it. Tried to make it out that rejecting him sexually “as a woman” meant I was phobic of same sex couples. I feel it was a way to guilt me into submission.

At the time in my mind I’m just thinking if I were attracted to women then I *still* wouldn’t be in a relationship with you as you presented yourself as a very stereotypical bachelor man-child for years. He knew the whole time we were not sexually compatible and withheld that information.