Hi all,
Just wanted to say after 6-7 months I had a really good week. A few hot sunny days, and on the road stocking lakes with fish (my job) and all seemed ok. Becoming at peace with the reality of my life. I have an older, yet attractive woman that is after me, but knows where I am at. I guess it is nice to feel desired. Biking, hiking, and hanging out with family has helped. Now it is time for house #1 to sell to help with some closure. I haven't seen the ex in months, but I realize it is time as there is no choice. The kids are doing well. Life is complicated, but I am trying to slow it down and appreciate the beauty of the Okanagan valley as it is considered the napa valley of the north. Time helps heal and without a doubt I am a changed man. Changed for the better. She can't and hasn't destroyed me. We will see what type of person she is as we divorce. It is all coming down to $. That is what she sees. It is as simple as life is going on. I was in a dark bad helpless place in 2017. Glad to climb out of that pit. Oh that sucked.