SO I woke up this morning with a category ten migraine because i knew something was suspicious because my separated m t f husband goes to a gay bar every other saturday. The extent of my social life is volunteering for veteran charity work and politics. So i searched his name in fb under a new fake account for myself as he has me blocked and this "chick" s page comes up with him tagged in photos. I scroll through her page and there are a ton of flirtatious comments, hes there every other weekend with her, the "chick" he went to virginia to stay at that persons house in July has come up a few times and hung out w my stb ex husband and this new "chick" that i found. It is not the fact he has a life as we are separated but he played it off like he was going to like meet ups for support groups when he is oviously enjoying a swinging social life at a bar while im home with our 5 year old daughter. He thinks what I do is the same as him. i do charity work and help with local politics. I have about six guys I could sleep with or at the least hang out with and imake every excuse in the book to avoid that. Because I just feel stupid doing that. just venting because I am so sick of everyone being so happy he is finally happy but no one comes to me and asks how I am doing without our friends and family

I have to text my mother in law today and tell her to A please dont get us our annual family ornament with our three names on it. It is sad because since we started dating it was one with just our names; then one when i was pregnant had my daughters name on my belly and then ones of us three. But, I just am trying to separate myself from these things. Also, i am not going to xmas eve. I refuse to spend a holiday pretending to be happy around his family who no one has even asked how I was doing.