[insert all your favorite swear words here!  Now triple list them.]

I often thought of buying a punching bag and gloves. I do not know if that would help but I have so much pent up agression. Like example:  I had a horrific sore throat yesterday (as if my 10 year wedding anniversary wasnt enough punishment) and today ran around to get birthday gifts for my daughters friends party tomorrow. And, good thing I am starting to feel better because the husband is spending the day with his female co worker from 10-3 because she has a day off from wife and mom duty and asked him to hang out. Please remind me that since her husband has met my husband he does not feel threatened and im sure it is just a "girls" day out. HE tells me she does not see him this waya and vise versa and while i honestly do not care what he does, i get angry becauase he says he has been friends with this chick from work 8 years and the first time i saw or even heard of her was the other day when he invited her and her family to his birthday party here. To me it just seems like a convienent time to start hanging out when we are separated.