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Thrown back into the storm
This morning when I checked my phone I saw our joint email had 2 new emails. One of them was advertising from a website called Locanto. Strange. When I opened it the email didn't actually say what Locanto was so I googled it, already with a feeling in my gut that I guessed what I'd find.....another site like Craigslist. With several subtitles, one of which was Personal, and under that an ad "suck my nipples"
It threw me...into a triggered response. But sadly this was something I was expecting. And he may be using this site because we no longer have sex, and it may never progress to meeting anybody.
But that's not the point...is it.?
Then I read Kel's words that Musselburgh had included in her post today ...."As for why people seem to come out a good quarter century after being married......" and know I'm closer to the end of this
Elle
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MJM017 wrote:
I’m sorry, Elle. Marriage is never easy. These chance discoveries only add to the difficulty. Be kind to yourself.
When my daughter dropped her son off to me this morning I mentioned the website and we talked about it. Then she said very prophetically "But I thought you said it didn't matter anymore?"
Which immediately brought me back from the ghastly, sick, lost feelings to......"I've moved past all this"
So I suppose MJ (thank you)...I am being kind to myself, I just needed my daughter to say what she did 
Elle
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I'm sorry to hear this Elle. This is the problem with living this life..we are always waiting for 'a shoe to drop'. I hope you are ok and wish you all the best as you move forward. Take care x
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Remember..you are braver than you believe, stronger than you feel and smarter than you think.
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I'm sorry to hear this Elle. This is the problem with living this life..we are always waiting for 'a shoe to drop'. I hope you are ok and wish you all the best as you move forward. Take care x
Thank you MB I'm sure it's only a momentary setback. The choices my partner makes are his not mine
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Longway and Lynne...I do get what you're saying but for myself...calling it abusive makes me sound like a victim, and I refuse to be one.
In his eyes anyway!
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