6 years divorced now.  My ex husband is with another woman.  He is back in the closet.  He was my everything.  Only man I ever was with since the age of 16.  I'm 48 now.  Some days are better than others but honestly I think about him everyday.  I go on dates once in a while but I'm so afraid of repeating the same mistake.  My four kids are my focus.  I just bought a new home. Life goes on....but time doesn't ever heal this....I've found you just somehow keep waking up everyday putting one foot in front of the other.