September wrote:
I wrote this back in January of 2017 .....
It's a solitary journey much of the time September. And I believe it's good practice to keep and be able to look back at how you were feeling and what you were writing down....as a gauge of your progress. No matter how old we are, where we are in the world, who we're with...the task to deal with this is ultimately ours.
I keep a record of much of the thoughts I've had and even though I deleted some because of frustration & anger...it's all still in my memory
I wish I could erase it all but until I'm no longer here or no longer care it'll be with me forever
Elle