I am not sure where to start. Six weeks ago I felt dead inside and wasn't sure I could continue to fight the depression. Now I feel alive and have a newfound confidence that feels so good, but I know it is based on the fragile ground of an affair.
Now that I have experienced being desired as a woman I do not know if I can continue to live with my GID husband as if nothing has changed. Yet I also do not want to destroy his life or bring the brokenness of divorce into our family.
Any thoughts?