God is so good! For me GOD has everything to do with what I now know!!! There are no coincidences with GOD. Without God bringing things to light at the beginning of the divorce I'd of been left in the dark! My now in DENIAL homophobe, still in the closet ex (41/38 married) would have PULLED me over the finish line!
This past year (really my entire life) has been a major HEAD TWISTER with so much heartache...this revelation was the cherry on top! The Ex admits to NOTHING!!! That's his M.O. self preservation and self indulgence is his life!!! It will be interesting if he EVER decides to OUT himself publicly. He has a lot of PRIDE---- haha pun intended! BUT A VERY FRAGILE EGO!!!!!! For the record I sent him a closure video in July and called him out...gave him NO specifics because I do not owe him that!!! I told him I will not be in his closet period!!!
So yes being a conservative Christian this was a MAJOR faith booster for me. I felt like God literally reached down from heaven and said TRUST ME I have your back!!! Without a doubt this was so personal...God's timing is perfect!!! Luke 8:17