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- Ellexoh_nz
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Re: 2022 was a fucked-up year
Saw my lawyer today. She asked me to get more bank statements, which was easy because her office is just round the corner from the bank. This is to check if A. has any account that money from our joint account is going into. She'll work it all out and come up with a proposal but this is a man who's getting good money, and will work til he drops so she may ask for more for me. And I feel sort of....wrong?....about it all. I know I shouldn't but I feel like I'm....oh! I don't know....like a bad person. I know I'm not!!!
Elle
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You know Elle I had to go to the bank the other day.
The same bank where I started my journey. The same bank where I sat in tears opening my own bank account..feeling disloyal, sneaky, unkind..but reminding myself at that time that it was necessary and morally just as my GX was sneaking around doing all kinds of things. I had my lawyer and priest telling me I was not a bad person.
I was ok this day..just thinking where would I be if I only listened to her who really harbored hatred and hurt of me.
You are not wrong. These spouses divorced us long ago on some fundamental moral level. Actions taken to get away from them to stop the hurt are merely pomp and circumstance.
"For we walk by faith, not by sight .." 2Corinthians 5:7
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I am still in the process of sorting out the divorce settlement. I keep going back and forth on spousal support. He makes twice what I do, my lifestyle is built on the dual income, and I have significant expenses related to my health (and I am going to lose his benefits, so I will now have to pay out of pocket for everything). I am not eligible for my own benefits (believe me, I have tried).
And yet....somehow....I still feel guilty and wrong for requesting spousal support. And feel like I should accept the lowest amount for the shortest period....
It really is the strangest feeling.
- lily
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Maybe it's strange feeling because it's always been you doing the giving - well we've all heard the saying a relationship needs give and take, so now it's the taking bit.
I wanted what was fair, my lawyer told me and then I conceded more to get him to sign off. So learning from that experience my suggestion is to start by asking for more than your fair share.
This is the tough yards, wishing you both the best of luck.
- Ellexoh_nz
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Rob, Anon, Lily and Mj....
Rob....yes, I too have thought "where would I be in 5 years if I don't make the break now?" (I read your comment in Fcl's thread. Good advice Rob)
Anon....we have a good health system here, I empathise with your situation. Yeah isn't it crazy to feel like we're less as far as asking for more goes!
Lily...I think it's simply the good ole ".....I've never really contributed financially so don't feel I deserve more". My lawyer said there's a discrepancy of about $25.000 with me getting less of course. My heads just not shaped to cope with all the numbers lol
Mj.... I commented to the lawyer that my life insurance (which A has always paid into) could be transferred into our children's names.
"no one will arrest you if you're not nice" I like that
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Thread Starter- LostAtSea
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This is what helped me for settlement…
I was willing to be “nice” and not take more than my fair share; however after I uncovered more deceit, lies, sexting, etc…. the gloves came off. Blowing up my world with no remorse and a coward to face me.
Divorce is a business transaction. Treat it like one to set yourself up for YOUR future. I didn’t pull discovery bc I thought even after all the deceit there surely wouldn’t be missing money right? Shame on me for being fooled again. I totally recommend to pull discovery before a divorce settlement.
And when you deceive someone for more than 16 years, you deserve more than half! I said this straight to the mediator to preface the meeting. Three rounds and I didn’t back down! If you can negotiate future bonuses and earnings that would help you for a few years.
I didn’t have a lawyer bc I was in a weird situation on my ask for the settlement. I did consult with many lawyers before given the advice to mediate.
You don’t know someone till you divorce them. I totally believe this.
Good Luck!
- Ellexoh_nz
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LostAtSea wrote:
You don’t know someone till you divorce them. I totally believe this.
I just received another lawyers bill for $800 !@#$%^ (thanks Mum....I couldn't do it without her estate money)
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Thread Starter- Otter
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Your post/this thread is really helping me- thank you. I’ve felt so alone these past few months. I have support from a tight group of friends/family along with a therapist and a lawyer, but it’s not the same as learning from those who are walking the same path.
- Ellexoh_nz
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Your post/this thread is really helping me- thank you. I’ve felt so alone these past few months. I have support from a tight group of friends/family along with a therapist and a lawyer, but it’s not the same as learning from those who are walking the same path.
Otter....welcome to our Forum 
Thank you for the thank you.
5-6 years ago....I couldn't breathe. Today I take deep breaths and know I am almost through the storm.
“And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain, when you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.” ~ Haruki Murakami ~
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Thread Starter- Ellexoh_nz
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Saturday 27th May
I did it, yesterday I can say I left the r'ship that's been the cause of so much inner turmoil. For so many years.
It may not be fully over. There are still loose ends...i's to dot and t's to cross and I'm kind of in a no man's land still living out of a suitcase for perhaps another week (or less) but....I did it
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