MJM, when I was still living with my STBX, I found something called Jungle Juice in his bag of secret sex toys and equipment.  I'm not up to speed on this stuff, but my gay friend explained to me what it was for.  

My STBX was diagnosed with HIV in 2006, and I happen to think that someone with a compromised immune system should not be playing around with this stuff, but that's just my humble opinion.

In 2016, he started peeing blood and had to go off his HIV meds temporarily.  HIV meds can cause liver damage, and his doctor was trying to figure out whether my STBX had permanent liver damage from all that PLUS his massive drinking habit.  Eventually it was determined that he didn't have actual liver cancer ... yet ... and he went back to taking his meds and of course drinking like a fish.  

Now that we're on opposite coasts, I have no idea how he's faring in this pandemic, but he did e-mail me, cryptically, that he hasn't left the house in days, and that a friend sometimes comes by with groceries.  So I have no clue how he's doing medically, and I actually don't care.